I will make sure everyone is asleep: my mother, my brother Saud, my sister Salma, and the maid. Then, I will open the pill box I bought from the pharmacy and put the largest possible amount in my fist. I will clench my fist so the pills don't fall, holding them tightly as if they were precious gold coins. I will open my mobile phone to see my family's picture for the last time in my life, then I will open my hand and swallow all the pills at once. I will lay my head on my pillow and close my eyes…

• Publishing house: Dar Molhimon for Publishing & Distribution
• Author: Zayed Almarzooqi
• ISBN: 9789948393283
• Number of Pages: 150
• Year of publication: 2018
• Cover Type: Paperback