I live in the long corridors of life where waiting extends to achieve what I desire and to discover the truth. I wish I could hasten a little, but I always pause, eager to uncover even the smallest piece of my life, quickly falling into the trap of George, my stepfather, who watches for my mistakes and tries to ensnare me because I am the son of his wife, Bilasan. She turns her back on me to advance her work with effort and determination, trying to forget my Arab father who searches for me, and I do not know which path will bring us together. But I will keep waiting for the day when everything might change. Like anyone, I need shelter to protect my heart from the heat of life, and God gifted me with Jansen to be my support and backbone. He became a brother to my soul before being a friend to my heart. But good things do not last; one of those nights that I wish never was, he disappeared, leaving life to melt the heart that always found beauty in the glow of Jansen. How can I go on without him! 'Destiny hides many secrets, some that wound the heart and bring tears to the eyes, and others that delight the heart before the eyes.' Iyad Publishing house: Dar Molhemoon for Publishing and Distribution. Number of Pages: 220, Year of publication: 2016